The Spring and the Fall

In the spring of the year, in the spring of the year,
I walked the road beside my dear.
The trees were black where the bark was wet.
I see them yet, in the spring of the year.
He broke me a bough of the blossoming peach
That was out of the way and hard to reach.

In the fall of the year, in the fall of the year,
I walked the road beside my dear.
The rooks went up with a raucous trill.
I hear them still, in the fall of the year.
He laughed at all I dared to praise
And broke my heart, in little ways.

Year be spring or year be falling,
The bark will drip and the birds be calling.
There's much that's fine to see and hear
In the spring of a year, in the fall of a year.
'Tis not love's going hurt my days,
But that it went in little ways.

by Edna St. Vincent Millay

ya gotta give it to me.

i've got that ache down to an art.

sit alone in the dark and smoke yourself to sleep.

I’ve been absent lately in an attempt for forget all thoughts. Unsuccessful. You’re attracted to a tragedy. And with whiskey in hand, I attempt to tip the scales.